on the brink of madness am i
to not want to live but die
rather this than live a lie
abstract is my mind's eye
but why?
i need to know from whence came these tears I cry
i've now lived but a score
the average of the flesh?
three score, maybe more
the thought of two score more is futile at most
"i'll **** you" to myself i boast
amazing that man has the power to free his own soul
but i know too well it would be freed into the depths of Hell
therefore, i must live
and hope to someday savor the fruits of sweet salvation!
REPOST - The first poem that I posted.