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Amelia Jun 2021
I feel better
But why do I always find myself crying in the afternoon
Everything is connected with you.

I think clearer
But why do I keep on digging dip on our past conversations
We had real connection, unattached.

Oh. I miss 'missing you'.
When did I became so attached, wanting to hear your voice, see you smile, and feel your warmth.
I am no longer familiar with your scent, your taste.

I am afraid of the gap.
That we are finally moving on.
That I seem great but I am not doing well at all.
I am a fraud and can barely handle myself whenever I hear our song.
Amelia Jun 2021
I found my truth
What a hard pill to swallow
That I made the right decision
Wait, am I relieved?

No? Not yet?
This isn't it.
Prove me wrong.
Just this once.

Prove me wrong
Because I hate being right
Prove me wrong
Will you?
Amelia Feb 2021
I give up
Took a step back
Let things happen
Maybe it'll lead me to something.

I opened my heart
Thoughts pass through
Like an old river
No rush, we'll get there.
Amelia Feb 2021
As you told me I figured you could be my guide
I put my guard down as you take me
This is somewhere too far
And yet you have made sure
That you could leave me, anytime
I didn’t see that coming but of course
I have to find my way on my own
Just to realize you took me where I once were
Am I really kind and selfless?
You reminded me my old pains and angst
And still made me feel like I’m worthy
Most of all, I admired what I saw
I can’t help but to think of my endless possibilities

Thank you,
But are you still there?
Almost unreal,
What was that?
Whoosh,
Where are you?
A wind,
A whale song?
My, my, my mind is all over
I can’t stop thinking of getting better
But I also can’t stop thinking of getting better with you
Inspired by Polaris by December Avenue
Amelia Feb 2021
Kumusta?
Kukumustahin pa ba?
Hihintayin ka ba?
Meron pa ba?
Nasa akin ba?

Respeto.
Sa gagawing mga desisiyon
Sa bawat saya at lungkot
Sa lahat ng sumulpot
Sa ikabubuti o ikalulugmok

Hahayaan kita!
Maghilom ang mga sugat
Mapagod kakukwento’t kakahalungkat
Maghanap ng ikaliligayang tapat
Matagpuan ang sarili, maging sapat

Maaaring
Magkatagpung muli bilang magkaibigan
Magbalik sa dating nadaramang handa naman
Maging estranghero’t magkalimutan
Sa malayo masubaybayan.

Ako’y nandirito;
Sa dinami rami ng pwedeng mangyari
Dumaan man sa lubos na pighati
Alalahanin **** mabuti
Pag-isipan **** maigi

Kaya ko na..
Tanggapin, panindigan
Patawarin, kamtan
Harapin, sundan
Hanapin, malaman
Chop suey mind all the way
Amelia Nov 2020
I am right all along
They needed that break
I can't be wrong
I need hugs not cries, compassion not lies.
Amelia Sep 2020
Whenever I got hurt it goes deeply linked with my past wounds.
Though I wasn’t scared to feel all of those at the same time,
I’m always scared I’ll hurt you every time.
I’m sorry I didn’t know how to accept and give love,
I’m sorry for all I know is how to be miserable.
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