Suddenly turned into constantly.
Which lead to us trying to please.
For the emotions were so true.

How?
Can I not love you?
Feelings deep.
Feelings steep.
That we both find it hard to fall to sleep.

Loving more.
To the point that its sore.
One of us will fall asleep and snore.

Lustful ways.
Leads to comfortable days.
Or does it?

A sinner, not a saint
I bow before Your throne
***** and disgraced
I turn to You alone
Broken and Condemned
By a world of sin and shame
Unspoken cries rise up
Calling Your holy name


If I ever needed You
Lord its now
If I ever needed more
Lord its now
If I ever needed love
Lord its now
If I ever needed Grace
Lord its now


As the skies tear open
And the rain of mercy falls
I stand before your presence
Breaking down these walls
I raise my hands in reverence
Forgiven and Set Free
Through your blood and love
I am Cleansed and redeemed


If I ever needed You
Lord its now
If I ever needed more
Lord its now
If I ever needed love
Lord its now
If I ever needed Grace
Lord its now

beware when you fall in love
with an artist
be it a painter, a singer, or poet

for the artist will
paint you
with strokes and hues
in shapes of every kind

sing about you
with heartbreak lyrics
and feelings which rhyme

write about you
with the simplest words
and a secret message she wants to say

beware of the artist,
and her love
one wrong move
and you're an artwork in her display

Some stands true.
Won't ever, ever say a negative thing about you.
Some stands firm.
Only work at protecting you.
And not afraid to tell only you the truth.

Not putting on a false face before your face to speak behind your back.

Figuring out a friend takes less than all of that.

If subpoena to appear in court and testify.
They would take the fifth.
Just because your business is your business.
Unless it's dealing with a ****** confession.

Through thick and thin, you're aware you can call on them.
Through hell and high water for you they will swim.

Figuring out a friend(to you) happen the moment you first met them.

They cry with you.
They comfort you.
They support you.
Some goes out to say, they even love you.

Figuring out a friend is able to let you be.

You say, you don't feel love.
That you don't, that you don't feel love enough.
And that you're hungry for more.
Well, bring that feeling here.
I live to fulfill.

You say, many tries to scam you.
Try to impress the impossible upon you.
And you have taken a chance of too.
But none could truly romance you.
Well, bring that feeling here.
I know, what I can do?

You say,these are mere words.
Well, I'm giving you an open invitation.
All you have to do is accept the invite.
Cause in writing, I'm willing to admit things I can do.
And with truth, do come true.
Then be glad that you brought that feeling here.

I didn't let you down.

My skin goosebumps with the breeze
Early July melting silking soft, my vision
Lucy firing metallic spark neurons
Across the liquid night sky
Sulfur edges closer in it's hazing accent
Pool water lapping against the edge
Makes me giggle
******* hard, eyes wide
I take it all in
in awe
The laughter of our captured youth echos
Mountains stand in shadowed silent regard
Cradling our memories, pasting them
against our walls
I lean back in pure joy
Deep sigh of contentment
Overwhelmed by sensation
Sizzle singed, stretched thin, just need a little closer
Inhaling the scents of independence
Cut grass, twilight dew, chlorine
Charcoal takes me back every time
Chemical rearrange pulls spastic front to back
*All I can think about is having you here

It's one of those days.
One of those days
Where my mind punches
Everything I pass.

Where the thought of
Her not being anywhere near
Feels a little like the way I
Found it hard to breathe when

She wasn't, then. Only worse by a
World's width.
It's one of those days.
One of those days when the

Manliest of my
Innermost manliness wants to
Place its head on a chest,
Where naked ******* say nothing

Other than: *"Cry ahead, little boy.
All you are is welcome.
All I am
Is here."