is it okay if my
definition of happy
is yet to be
determined?

All I need is for you to be near
And having you here
Means there's nothing to fear
And if all things' are lost my dear,
All I need is your voice to hear
And I don't need any seer
To tell me that two hearts could adhere
And three words could make it all clear

How can emptiness be so heavy?

I've lost you
Haven't forgotten you
Your memory
Is engraved within me
Reminiscing
About our beginning
Our healing
Our true feelings
To my life you brought true meaning
Now I'm experiencing
A lost feeling
A sore feeling
With painful meaning
Hurt releasing
Heartache triggering
From your loss
Standing at death's cross
Gone and lost
Life must go on
But my life will mourn
Love you even in the beyond
In my memory, you will forever live on

You dreamed to live,
While I longed to die.