here i am
staring at the screen
full of words typed out by you
" i broke you", you said.
broken,
yes i still am.
"i know nothing could ever mend it(me)"
and yes, nothing ever did.
those words got me stuck.
stuck in my world,
your world,
reality.
stabbed, i was,
by the lingering thoughts
of why you left without a word
without an explanation.
the memories i wish to erase,
are the hardest to forget.
those were the times i was the happiest,
and those were the times i can never get back ever
again.
6am and still hasn't slept. i hate my brain, my heart, my mind.