i'm so sorry if anyone has ever made you feel like its hard to love you

at muli nating sinambit ang mga salita
na matagal itinago sa likod ng mga mata
walang bilang tulad nang isa, dalawa
dahil ngayon ay malinaw na, ayoko na
ayoko na maging parte pa ulit ng buhay mo

I know you.
Sometimes you say things, expecting that I won’t understand, and I think it’s strange because
I know you.
That’s what this is. I know you,
And I want you,
And I care about you
Anyway.
I want no one else.
You might not know me,
The stanchions you use to prop yourself up eating all that I have fed you,
In the darkness,
In the night,
But I know you.
And I want you anyway.