summer laughter sings
until winter brings its chill
icy silence forms

I let you go.
Not because I do not love you
in that I do.

Strange, isn't it?

The way we mourn those
Still living...

Lost the edge in his head overthinking
Thinks too much once it comes out
Watered down through the cycle once again
Always had nice things to say about others
While others slandered his name
He'd ask out a girl talks of staying single
The following week she found another lover
Her lustful ways came between friends
A three way kiss that would ruin a relationship
He drank loved to be intoxicated masking misery
While the druggies looked down on his way
Double standards meaning one is less of two evils
Multiple apologies no forgiveness
Only a never ending grudge to be right
Most do wrong trying to justify the act
One moves on but reminded of a broken time
Like a medal of shame stuck in the same era
Never able to forget stuck living in regret

Anxiety make the world seem dark
Like no one cares about anything
The world against your differences
Hard to breathe with a racing mind
Ready to crash an burn taking the pain away
Not fond of change drastically destructive
Loss of control the mind playing tricks
Break away from the cage free in the mind
Broken chains scars remain
Memories lose value fade away
Heal from the past stay humble
Not grow old within show remorse
Live life to the fullest instead of being cold
The future full of new moment to rejoice
Against the voice of doubt that's holding back
Not the first or the last panic attack
Head down plow forward no going back