I am never sure of anything
I am terrible at making choices
I second guess almost everything

But I never second guessed loving you

I'm afraid to be alone
But somehow
It's always where I crave to be

With smoke in my lungs
And bourbon on my breathe
I sit here alone
From when you left
Nothing stops the pain
Or could of prepared me
For what you said
As you walked out the door

Our relationship was orbital
Dancing around each other
I around you
Like the planets dance
Around the sun
Just floating
And when we go long enough
We align
A beautiful eclipse
That only we can see
One of us always blocks the other

Our timing was never right
Whenever I wanted to stay
And start getting comfortable
You were ready to walk out the door
And say goodbye

You told me you thought
If I had somewhere and someone
To give me all the things
That make me content
I would be alright
But if that someone is you
Then anywhere is fine by me

Sometimes it hurts to know
That if you called and told me
to come to your rescue
I would hang up
And drive the hundreds of miles
It takes to get from here to there
But if I called you
In need of your presence
All I would get is
The sound of your voicemail