Mind
Soul
Body
All colliding into one.
Mingling together,
Keeping the flame of lust burning as bright as the mid-noon sun.
Cool breath fanning over burning skin.
The love they feel never wearing thin.
Wrapped safely in her lovers arms feeling far, far away from any harm.

i've been through
the toughest
the darkest
times of my lives

i saw myself
putting blades on my wrist
medicating myself with pills
inhaling and exhaling those cigarettes
to **** my soul
slowly, bit by bit

but i didn't stop standing up for myself
ever since day one
i tried again and again
no matter how much i fall

never thought that
i'm still here
living healthily
happily.
.
.
.
*my story, my battle scars

i guess without you
i wouldn't be who i am today
i wouldn't be any happier

or even look forward to tomorrow
or even to make each day a count

i guess without you
i wouldn't know that
life is so much worthy to live for
and how beautiful it is

.
.
.
*gtjz, thank you for adding colours to my life and make it so beautiful that i can ever imagine.

i tried
to be better
but it's never enough

i tried
to be capable
neither was i feeling enough

i tried
all for you
but all you do was to
leave my side
.
.
.

i'm sorry
i can never be enough for you, love.

I am going insane.
Oh wait, I already am.
I see the demons already,
I see the floods.
At least I don't see,
crimson blood.