Too numb to feel anything Sorry all, who love me, For not being there with you. Too high and driven by dreams That even sleep has evaded me. Hurt too deep to stay where I am, I want to belong at a better place. I am not gonna stop till I get there. And not even after.
Why did I get to know about the myriad faces of the game before I even got in the field? Players have told me a lot about the game called love . I never asked them. Some simply did while some needed to talk out to move on. I just happened to be the person they could trust with their darkest secrets. With the tales, my dream of an almost utopian world has receded into the past. Sometimes I just have a minuscule wish to be able to dream of paradise like everyone else.
I've got nobody to lean on. People are on all the sides. I am starting to feel like I'm stranded on an island. My world is breaking apart. I am not in control of my ship. I'm hauled towards icebergs. This is not the life I'd wanted. I've got a big smile on my face Swallowing the raging storm in. I hide these details of my silly life Making it look perfect for all eyes. I need to make a quick escape Before I'm stranded here forever.