On this liars path I stroll.
Once familiar words are starting to change shape. You peered into my mind, I want to turn back time, I wish foolishly, but your words lie beautifully. You are in my mind, yet you don't know my mind. This Blasphemous dream! I looked at the words you speak, they are unclean.
I want to see the hidden words so I closed my eyes. You've replaced truth with your words. I now dream a lie.

You are a trace of a dream that my mind remembers..
 I fell in love with you.. Then you took it away..will you fall for me some day? Anytime now. Myself I wanted to change, but I couldn't be anybody else..
Inside the box filled with dreams memories are staring at me. Now I
came to just want the anxiety..I don't want be fooled by longing glances you cast. The day I found you for the first time seems forever passed.

We share the same fate you and I. I never knew you, yet we are the same.. Master's to our feelings.. we let them show..  Overbearing they were.. Now we must go.. However I'm lining up permanent question marks for unanswered questions. A discord in our hearts, seem to be testing us, truth please respond. This imitation freedom is not what we wished for. Were you trembling haven forgotten your name don't worry, I know everything about you, even if tears won't come out, I'll cry for you. You were too much Roscoe.. To many issues for one to handle, a perfect disorder of emotions. Only my eyes can see the truth, I bet you wish you could too.
Should of stop.. the trauma of your past you should of forgot. But you couldn't could you, now the one you love was taken from you... You were cast away you did too much.. now you can't stay. Don't worry we share the same fate. We only have ourselves to blame.

The things I can't show anyone are  flooding my head .. I'm lost in this fake world, where only what's visible to the eye  is true.  Would you be able to expose the truth? Or will it consume you too?
You're also in this fake beautiful world 
In a world that's a little too beautiful for my taste, my heart is rupturing by its reflection. The mirror image reflects what you see to be a disgrace..
 In this world You are secretive and confined. There are things only visible to my eyes.
You are the reverse of the truth everything seems normal in this abnormal fake world.
This place is already a gestalt illusion that you created for me..its not real don't worry your secrets remains safe with me. If I expose it all, the memories will shoot 
down the present and you will be lost..so I will stay in this fake world you created for me this is where I belong.

I give to you without expectations, I realize I may never receive the same treatment. Yet I still yearn. My love is greater than others so their heads turn. I am unorthodox, one of a kind, rare, unique so the norm does not apply to me. I haven't received loyalty or love from the people I meet, no acts of genuine kindness and sincerity could change their view of me. I try really hard to get the ones I care for to notice, but my mind just seems like its never in focus, I'm often shy and flustered when I'm in their presence because my feelings are true and unwaveringly they are tested. I feel like this is a losing battle. I won't be the victor, because they are the takers and I am the giver.

Please don't look for me I've hidden myself. I'm stuck in an endless void, there is no escape, surrounded by voices that won't let me out.. won't you tell what Ive done its the only way I'll be set free.
I'm breaking down and shaking 'round in
This world so helplessly
But you just laugh and grin
Completely blinded..
Nevermind What's the point now, I'm broken..
I try to stop my breath
Even knowing the truth won't unravel
Me until my death
So breakable I am, unbreakable you are 
I'm shaking but you are unshakable I'm fragile and you are not.. Now 
The real you I've found and it has corrupted me.
I stand alone in this world that keeps on changing
But im hiding away, my true self is fading!
I hope you give up
There's nothing left to see...
No,  I don't want you to look at me.
I never wanted to hurt you, helping you was my only intent.. The guilt ways heavy on my conscious.. Sins I must have commit..so until the end
I'm begging you, please, just to remember me...
As clear as I used to be, before my heart and mind was broken... the time where you first met me.
The loneliness that wraps around keeps deepening until I drown
Fond memories we used to share pierce me 'til I no longer care
I cannot run, I cannot hide, I cannot think, I cannot find
I cannot move, I cannot leave you! I'm 
Unravelling in this world.
A change thats so illogical
It shouldn't have been possible
I'm left behind now a forgotten memory of a time once passed
Before our fate and future starts tell me will we last?

Will my loved ones remember me as a great man? Will I be heralded as a hero in their eyes before I die? Even though I thirst greatly for acknowledgement and love in hopes of becoming someone that matters.. I still wonder if they ever see my accomplishments, before I slumber. I confronted my problems and let it go.. What was holding me back I tossed out the window. Still is it enough? I know there is still much I must do..I acknowledge my own ineptitude.. I'm not ignorant.. I'm not an idiot..  Despite my naivety, I can be quite observant. I pick up on things others miss and retain information.. that I'm certain. casually gathered through conversation or reading human emotions.  I can not see the future, still I hope for a sign, one that tells me that im on the correct path.. One that says my future looks bright.. I countine to belive in hope, I want my love ones will see how hard I try.I don't want to disappoint them, they mean everything to me.. I want them to see how hard I worked to make my goals and dreams a reality. Will I be known as the man I sought out to become? That I'm unsure of.. When I die will I be missed its my dying wish.