you don't think about me anymore.*
how much of yourself did you leave with me?
how could you have fallen in love again.
so hard and so fast, so easily
why do I still have to hurt.
you're living without me so happily.
are you covering over
who you used to be?
is my ego in check?
maybe it's got nothing
to do with me.
i've got love in my life
but the spectre, still there
makes me wash out emotion
makes me want to *compare.