Jonesy

Jonesy Jul 2016

I was taught that drugs are bad,
I was taught to stay away,
To never try them,
Not even once
For drugs would dim my light.

I should never sacrifice  my smile,
Especially  for a temporary  high,
When I met you,
I strayed away,
I took a hit
And it's never been the same.

I must have been injected you,
In my thickest vein,
My lungs must have  inhaled you,
And it reached my brain,
My senses are now your slaves.

I seem to relapse every given  day,
Because within me,
Like addiction
I cannot break from,
Every practice  of you,
Has mixed with my blood,
Every artery of mine
Pumps your love.

You have me addicted.

                                                                                         Jonesy 2016 ©

#love #addiction

Jonesy Jul 2016

It Gets Better

Love, Deaths, and Depressions,
We as human beings only survive through it,
Praying, Hoping, we'll get through it.
You only see the grey clouds in the sky,
Cause you no longer look for the sun.
It gets better.

You feel it,
Can't express it
But it hurts you deep inside.
They say you're confusing and dismiss your feelings,
That feeling you can't explain.
It gets better.

Have you ever felt so much pain,
That you felt nothing anymore,
You have been immune from pain.
But yet you cry,
When you think of the pain,
Emotional,
No,
Emotionless,
There's a thin line.
It gets better.

Jonesy 2016©

For all of those who are going through hard and struggling times. :)

Jonesy Jul 2016

Loss Of Identity

In life even if we do have friends and family we still feel alone,
Its a normal feeling one feels from time to time.
Have you ever had that feeling that you just don't belong
Even if you do fit in,
Like there is something missing.

Society supposedly changes a person,
But, society is a group of people doing their own thing,
Amazing,
A person or a group of people can change a person,
But yet one can't change himself,
Unless he really tries.

Sometimes its better to just slow down,
And realize that you shouldn't try to be someone your not,
Are you'll be lost.
Don't worry if you will be judged,
Chances are you'll be judged anyway.

Jonesy 2016©

#identity #trial

Jonesy Jul 2016

Day By Day

Each day is different,
Even though they all seem the same.
Everyday we make a different but yet an identical choice,
Which will always affect the other choices we make.

Day by day,
We grow, we become wiser,
No.
We become more aware of the consequences of our choices,
We learn from our passed experiences.

The days passing by now,
All seem to be the same,
Or is it because I am the same,
I have done it all,
Lived it all,
But yet i have a lot more consequences to go through.
Yes, some more choices to be made,
All i have to do now is observe how i live,
Day By Day.

Jonesy 2016 ©

#life #choices #consequences

Jonesy Jun 2016

Life Is But A Dream

Life is but a dream,
At least that's what they tell me now that I am in my youth.
Every day I wake up from dreaming about butterflies,beautiful dresses,tiaras,and princes,
Just to start my carefree day as a young child.
As a youth,
They say you can be anything that you choose to be.

Life is but a reality,
For I am no longer a child,
A young lady I am now.
I dream of wasps,rags,crowns of thorns, and guys.
They say now as a young lady you can only achieve your goals if you work towards them.

Life is now depressing,
Now l am a woman.
I no longer dream,
I don't have time for it.
They say you are a woman,
You can't just chase your dreams
You have to work for it.
You are no longer a child.
Life is no longer a dream.

Jonesy 2016 ©

#life #growingup

Jonesy Jun 2016

Conscience

Dear Conscience,

Lately I was at war with myself,
What's wrong?
What's right?
My brain contradicts what my heart wants.
I know it isn't right, but it never seems wrong.

Conscience, I know I don't deserve your advice but ......
What do I do?
I want him to stay
But you say its best if he go.
You say to make yourself happy
But I rather stay with him and be miserable.

Conscience please forgive me
Cause I cant let him go

Jonesy 2016 ©

Me and my conscience have been at war lately

#love #war #conscience #guilt

Jonesy Jun 2016

Storms

Its just another stormy day,
It just might be a storm cloud
But even on your darkest days,
The sun will shine the brightest.

Jonesy 2016 ©

#inspirational