Say it - "Kayleigh"
~ An upward flight of sound ~
"Kayleigh"
Somehow, chiming free,
And aligning
With dawn fields, seen from this train,
Rumbling towards duller syllables.
'What syllables?
Oh Yes, I get it now
-We're off to London?'
Yes, and - go on - say that too:
Lon-don.
We are descending stone steps to a dungeon
We are definitely London 'bound'! -
(I know - too obvious a play on words of course
But hey - let's keep it light -
We're just bouncing around, right?)
So - let's bounce back, bound up!
Steps two at a time in a rush to light,
Out of breath, but still thinking of you at the top,
And realise with a little shock:
You can't say ‘Kayleigh’ sadly
Or leave lips pursed or shut!
'Kayleigh' opens!
'Kayleigh' smiles!
Kayleigh is Out There..
That's it - of course! - I see it now!
That name's already on the stage.
'Kayleigh' looks the fog of doubt away.
So - you see? You see?!
You can see for miles.
But now, for me, I stare at the ground.
London is the word.
Grey light.
And people, and long platforms.
A shadowed crowd,
Converging on a barrier.
A symbolism almost too obvious - too trite.
But, I whisper,
You don't know what power I have inside.
- I can hot wire your dreams -
And now - to confide this just to you -
Years have given me the means.
~ To see and speak the Other's Grand Adventure -
(that superpower only comes with age) -
Of honesty and risk and more -
The truth as far as we can know it, each to each:
The bright flash of contact with the other,
Face to face or on the page, that starts the upward flow.
And so more of me and, as I know
It shall be, more of you.
So, let's dream you, climb you, storm-wind-elate you
To the heights
Of soul ambition
Of your name
Kayleigh
Let's Go
________
But our little walk together
Now is done.
This is as far as we go.
For we are colleagues, yes?
Nothing more
Nor less
(I would not want it to be less).
It's time.
Enough to be a fellow traveller for the day.
A chat or two, perhaps, along the way
To confess - I do think we rhyme.
This is my path, I turn off here -
The way along the hillside, then the wood
Over the style.
So now, shake hands, maybe a little hug.
I can awkwardly say -
“Thank you for the inspiration of your name.”
“Please accept this gift.”
And turn away.
It was good to know you, Kayleigh.
For a while.
Postscript
The words won't do what I want them to
They never do.
~ Actually, not true.
Sometimes - out of somewhere, nowhere,
The little lines align to tell a truth.
Maybe.
At least for now.
At least for you.