My throat clears out a path 
To leak a stream of infidelity 
I cannot seem to swallow
 
But Someone might have put
A ten ton catastrophe in my chest
Or blown a black balloon, big and hollow 

With no catalyst can I digest blind eyes 
To the truth I gorge with my heart 
To the secret pain in which I wallow 

Be it a poetic nest, or a loser's hole
I escape the demons who run the head
And let my nightmares run shallow

Each day gets brighter, while my eyelids slowly glide to the ground.
Summer is here but all I see are gray skies & snowy roads.
The world is calling my name but you can't hear the screams from where my heart is located.
I gasp for air every couple of seconds, but god's disguised hands keep pushing me back underwater.
The further I run away, the closer I get.
All of the lights go out right as I arrive to the last chapter.
I am burning down as my house just stands there & watches.
The one thing that would actually pour water on me to put the fire out was the one thing that had no access to it.
I get told "congratulations" & all I hear is "stop smiling".
Love turns to dust & death turns to sunflowers
(Sunflowers were her favorite).
Holidays do not exist anymore.
Days do not exist anymore.
Time stands still, as my thoughts run in place.
Forbidden memories have come outside to play.
Only pens that have runout of ink can truly express my thoughts.
Life as we all know it is pulling back the curtains, & taking its final bow.

ps - the sun only seems to shine on the days that I have no willpower to bring my eyes to the surface; & the scent of her palms was the only thing worth noticing

(Chorus)

May be we were not meant to be,

Cross the path together..

Our ways become different

But i made her my destination

It went so far to unreachable

My efforts failed and now

Happy tears are being deplorable...

(1stVerse)

Eyes full of tears,

Fake smiles on face, i used to wear

Smile can make my hater jelous

I’m Taking my time to make perfect verse, so you’ll can have trust

Learn to find difrrence between love and lust,

Both them are called feelings,

Love is blind so you cant see things

We are like rockets, who able for achievement...

But problem that we need someone

To blaze it to take off

I dont care now what you are

Coz i’m stronger than i was

You weren’t for me when i lost

So now i changed the clause

In my book of life laws..

You can’t say i didnt try,

But you made me believe in no love

No cry, happy with those whom i can say mine.

(Chorus)

May be we were not meant to be,

Cross the path together..

Our ways become different

But i made her my destination

It went so far to unreachable

My efforts failed and now

Happy tears are being deplorable...

(2nd verse)

It all started with a text

Wanna know what happen next?

Our love is in the air and We were the happiest

ever like never before,

But our luck has different

plans to conquer,

we had a little fight and she left with an anger,

but please someone tell her , anger is only one letter away from the danger,

but she risked, i moved over on onother girl without asking her,

But soft hearted girl came back to me, appologised for what she done,

But me a ******* ****** didnt told her about another girl,

with both of them i'm being a cheater, i realised my fault later,

Went to confess to another about her, and boom

I am liar, i am bad like everyone else she assumed

I remain alone, wanted to share things, but to whom?

And i became faminite in month of june...

Broken stings of guitar who supposed to set beautiful tune...

(Chorus)

May be we were not meant to be,

Cross the path together..

Our ways become different

But i made her my destination

It went so far to unreachable

My efforts failed and now

Happy tears are being deplorable...

(3rd verse)

Life's blank, negativity all around

Were flying in sky, now colapsed ******* the ground

I guess that was important, through that good lesson i found

But baby trust me, i dnt want to let you down,

You were my pride, together we were strong

But now i am a boring movie without sound

Come back baby to lift me up,

On empty sketch as a color to feel up

Been requesting you to talk,

But you replyed with a block

Now i got, in a good innings with one mistake i runout

Game goes in danger and i lost...

You keep hating me,but i will not...

This is how my story ends...

Full stop to my love life with one dot.

Is it really time?
The hourglass has runout
The container has cracked
The sand rushes out like waves
Only to settle for evermore

No waves will disturb
No wind will move
No feet will trod
On these pure white grains

Time and again
It rushed through the neck
Again, with time
It was turned

Yearly the civil war was fought
On who could get through quicker
But now the peace…
the silence reigns

Is this what we wanted?

No more shall we sit together
And watch the rushing sand
Contained within this precious glass

No more will we sit together
And share a meal
While the time runs out

The time has run out

We’ve put this broken hourglass
on the back of the shelf
Not wanting to throw it away
But not wanting to see it

The time has run out
And the time we’ll spend together
Is slipping through our fingers

Time is slipping
Like sand is slipping
Like life is slipping by

These rooms will miss our laughter, I hope
These beds will miss our warmth
These waves will miss our sunkissed bodies
This balcony will miss our wandering words

And I’ll be missing y’all

Our skin is growing wrinkled
The kids are growing old
The stars are shining brightly
The night has become cold

The sand sticks to everything
No matter how hard we try to keep it off
Like I hope our love sticks
No matter where we are