I hold on to everything  
yet I can't seem to let anything go
Broken shards of
memories  
that mock me
And fight my mind.

At night these thoughts  
destroy me and take over my soul
And suddenly,
I find myself
Quiet and all alone

"It's okay to tell me everything,
Yes,every single thought"
they say.
But how will that help when these
Troubling emotions  
Won't go away

So here I am again
at night  
Afraid of myself,
afraid of the light
And suddenly I find myself
Quiet  
And out of control

I feel like a lonely star
in the sky.
In this life I once
felt hope but
it became too
difficult
to repair from the
troubling emotions!

My smile hides these
tears,
and you only know
my cover,
But I just want something  
better,
to not feel this terror.

I get broken each day,
Keeping these  
emotions in my core,
I wish I'd find  
Myself very soon.

I won't practice  
my smile in the mirror
Or make my fake smiles
More clear
I'm  tired of living behind  the mask
With these TROUBLING EMOTIONS!

POETRY COLAB WITH
SKILLED POET & JAY POETRY

"UNBREAKABLE"

(SKILLZ) :
HONESTLY, I'M NOT USED 2
SITTING & WAITING
BY THE PHONE ,
IT'S 3 O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING
& BABY I'M JUST NOT
USED 2 BEING ALONE .

(JAY POETRY) :
LATE NIGHTS ON THE JOB
MAKE MY HEART SOB
& THIS CLOCK SEEMS 2 STOP
WHEN I THINK OF YOU
BEAUTY IS UR PRESENCE
U MUST BE SENT FROM HEAVEN
BUT IT'S HELL SPENDING
TIME AWAY FROM U .

(SKILLZ) :
SO WE WON'T ,COME CLOSER
RESIST ME ...DON'T
I'D NEVER REFUSE UR TOUCH,
UR SCENT IS CAPTIVATING
BABY I'VE TRIED 2 QUIT
THIS HABIT BUT
I NEED U SO MUCH .

(JAY POETRY) :
HOW I WISH U WOULDN'T
MISS ME SO MUCH
HOW I CRAVE UR SCENT
UR TOUCH
2 FEEL UR BREATH
ON MY NECK
UR HEAD ON MY CHEST
BUT THIS 10 TO 6
WEIGHS ME DOWN ,
NO WAY 2 JUST WORK AROUND
THIS JOB
BABY MY CAREER IS YOU ....

(SKILLZ) :
& 4 U I'M THAT FOOL
I LIVE 4 UR SMILE ,
& I WAS HOPING SOMEDAY
U MIGHT JUST ALLOW ME
2 KEEP U
IF ONLY 4 A LITTLE WHILE .

(JAY POETRY) :
HOPE HOW I HOPE 2 KEEP
THIS FEELING & 2 KEEP UR LOVE
KEEP SEEING UR FACE
IN THIS PLACE THAT HAS
NO MEANING 2 ME WITHOUT U
I PROMISE 2 STAY
DEVOTED 2 U
IF ONLY U MAKE IT
THRU THE NIGHT I'M PRAYING
4 MORNING....

(SKILLZ) :
I WILL MAKE IT
THRU THE NIGHT
UR HEART IS MY STRENGTH
WITH UR LOVE
I'M NEVER WEAK ,
I'M LISTENING BABY
2 EVERY WORD
EVERY WORD U SPEAK ...

(JAY POETRY) :
I'M LISTENING 4 UR HEARTBEAT
LOOKING INTO UR EYES
FEELING UR BODY MOVE
AS U DREAM UP A NEW LIFE
A LIFE WITH NO BILLS
NO HEADACHES
CLEAN SLATE ,

(SKILLZ) :
I UNDERSTAND MY LOVE
CUZ AT THIS POINT
WE HAVE BECOME ONE,
UR FACE IS ALL I SEE
BRING FORTH MORNING SUN .
I AM WITH U 2 DAY BABY
I AM WITH U 2 MORROW,
NO DRAMA
NO TEARS
NO DISAPPOINTMENTS
NO SORROW !
(I PROMISE )

WRITTEN BY :
SKILLED POET & JAY POETRY