My veils come handy as masks.
28/3/2020

Keep washing your hands, don't touch your face.
Keep praying for protection from corona-virus too.
You are too Valuable to loss to this evil sickness.
Keep praying and I shall keep praying for you too.
You are Loved by God as well as loved by me also.
So keep praying and distancing your-self People.
Your Life purpose and writes are too valuable to lose.

I want to tell you
What’s in my head
This entire other world
The constant droning of voices
The screaming and thrashing within

But if I did
If I did...

You’d never look at me the same
I’d be broken to you
Damaged

I know that I am...
But I just...
I can’t let you see me like that

Searching
is the self
in not being.

I am as I appear to be,
Nothing fake,
Nothing pretended,
Just me.
28/3/2020

Loaded mind*
    spills over
    Zen you've to find
    as circuit-breaker

The self
       is the burden
       to let go
      is to enlighten.

Building a fortress
   does not for security make
   the self is still trapped within
   freedom it would forsake.

It does not need power to accomplish something,
It only needs the WILL.
Look at the ant.
27/3/2020

I can’t keep living for my next escape

But people seem rather upset when I consider dying