My life should be the way
I wan't it to be!!
Not the way others wan't it to be.
It is not because i am egoistical
But i am altruistic.

I find it scary
to love someone like this.
You give everything you have
your love, time & attention.
Hoping that
they will do & feel
the same way
like you do.

Missing them every single time,
making sure that they're happy &
remain contented with you,
& your love.
Doing everything that you could
to make sure that
they wouldn't leave you,
alone.

At the same time,
giving them
space & freedom
that they want & deserve.
To make sure
they won't
feel locked, stuck & chained
with you.

Loving someone
so deeply, pure, sincere
& innocent
is not an easy task.
This might sound
narcissistic,
but
I admire
myself & those
who has done it?


It is scary, yes.
No assurances
that all of it wouldn't be wasted.
Maybe that's the beauty of love
Making smart & logical people;
dumb, fearless & illogical.
Driving human beings,
insane &
risking it all,
for the name of
love.

I love you* for giving your heart to me
and trusting me with your pride
I love you for wanting me
and need me by your side
~
I love you for the emotions
I never knew I had
I love you for making me smile
In those times I feel sad
~
I love you for your thoughts of me
where im always on your mind
I love you for finding that part of me
that I never thought I'd find
~
I love you for the way you are
and for how you make me feel
but most of all I LOVE YOU
'cuz I know you're mine for real