Down goes another drink
Drink to forget
Forget to move forward
Forward into the abyss
Abyss that feels so deep
Deep like the scar you left on me
Me, how pathetic
Pathetic to feel
Feel what I thought was real
Real fun for you
You, up and leaving
Leaving me to wallow
Wallow in my own pity
Pity doesn't look good on me
Me, drinks another to breathe

I can't breathe
Body lifeless
I'm nothing
I'm numb
It's there
A hole
Just come home

I am but a shell of my past self.
Life, digging it's claws in my skin.
I am marked forever by it's claim.
Memories, nothing but hauntings.
I am scared of those ghosts.
Fears, making me irrational.
I am anything but sane.
Clarity, finding me in a hope of doubt.
I am able to see once more.
Reality, setting in again.
I am human.

Realization sets in
How could I not see
Right within my reach
I felt so empty
Without her I was nothing
With her I'm alive
Nothing can compare
Only love can cause this despair
My hope dwindles
For she does not see my reality