I see
You..
I feel
You..
I breathe
You..
I know
You..

I go from
Tear to tear
Flowing with
Each drop
That falls..
I land with it.
Fear,
Afraid of
A what if?
That the question
In my head,
Whining
And doubting..
I want it
To end.
But then
Nothing will be..
And I'll be me.
Fear comes..
Afraid,
I am
all over again.

Dear voice,
Oh come to me.
Speak those soft..
Soft words, slowly
Now
cuz I need it
More than ever
Before.
Oh baby, baby
Why must you
Ignore my words
Oh maybe, maybe
You're just
Plain forgetful.
Yet you can still say
Sweet nothings
To me.
See now you're just
Being cruel
Making up excuses.
Oh why, why
Am I putting up
With your bs

Dear voice,
Please come back to me.
Speak those sweet..
Sweet little lies
Of yours.
Cuz I need it, now.
More than ever
Before.

One day you'll see me crying
And I won't know what to say
But you'll just hold my hand
And hug me cuz you can.
Then you'll say..
"I love you anyways."
And
Even though I'll feel ugly
You'll say..
"you are still beautiful to me."

I imagine..
One day we will be outside
Looking at nothing
Talking about nothing
Just silence
And your presence
That will be enough for me.

I cry now
Cuz I'm just imagining
That you're here with me.
I'm just giving myself false memories
But also something to look forward to.

I imagine everything
Like if you were here
And I love every second of it.

That smirk you have on
That brings so much joy to me
I just smile and laugh
Cuz I have to
Cuz I need to
Cuz I want to
Be with you.
I just got to
Be closer
And hold you
Be there for you
And
Love you
I just got to-
I just got to
Be with you.

I want all of you
And it's all true
I want you,
I just want to love you.
Give me your love
And I will cherish
All of our memories
I don't want to forget
About you.
So just give me all
Of you
And love me too.

Your eyes are fading.
Your smile is cracking.
Your face is doubting.
Your mouth is running.
Your ears are hunting.
Your heart is just breaking

And you can't do anything
But just watch and wait for nothing.