Princess,
I hope you'll be so matured when you get this letter. Sweetheart, I love you so much. And I know it will be difficult for you to survive without me. But you've to accept the fact that I am no more in your life. Your mother left us in middle and now I am leaving you. But listen sweetie, this is the time when you need me. When you want me to advice you.
Do what your heart says, when you're on your way to your dream. Never turn back. Hopefully somewhere in the heaven I'll be happy seeing you happy.

Papa will miss you my princess.

Yours loving,
Father.

He put restrictions,
He's strict to his terms,
He act like he doesn't care,
He doesn't express anything,

But Somewhere in the heart,

Utmost care behind those restrictions,
Fear of Future behind those strict terms,
Love behind those expressions.
He's a man himself, I call him Dad.

Without any Expectations, she loved me
Without any expectations, she cared of me
Without any expectations, she managed my life.
She made my life beautiful.
She has gone now,
She was suffering from Cancer,
She didn't tell me,
How could I be so stupid? So unloving?
I never asked her about how she was doing.
I missed her.

After all the studies,
After all the responsibilities,
After all the love for my Parents,
After all the Good Night wishes,
Here I am.

Lying beside my Pooh; the teddy.

Talking to him about how my day gone,
Telling him about the messed up things,
Telling him about the love I miss from my dad,
Telling him about the care I miss from him,
Telling him how I used to rush when he come,
About how he tolerate my talkings,
About how much I love him.



Sob and Sob


I never know when I slept these days and woke up with my alarm clock.