Hey dear lady, what are u caring in that big suitcase?
Hey little child, I am caring some pain.
Oh, I thought it was full of candies and toys for me to play.
No little kid. There's no candies inside.
Hey lady with the pain, can you tell me what pain is?
Hey little kid. Pain is something that makes big people like me feel little like you.
Is this what everyone is caring inside their suitcases when going to work?
Mostly yes..
Oh, ok then. Thanks lady with the pain. I hope your pain is not too heavy so I can still see you around caring the suitcase.
Ok child, goodbye..

Fear to die
Fear to cry.
Fear to live
Fear to forgive.
Fear to give
Fear to receive.
Fear to exist
Fear to resist
Fear to speak
Fear to reach the peak.
Fear to touch
Fear as such..
Fear of rejection
Fear of reflection.
Fear of darkness
Fear of numbness.
Fear of dangers
Fear of strangers.
Fear of tears
Fear of fears.
I got myself paralyzed by all types of fears
Until one night when I got to face them all.
The choice was simple but hard
To live or to die?
I felt my head being flooded with thoughts,
They were so strong, so complex, so frightening
I simply couldn't take it anymore.
I chose to die because death was the only solution
I am dying, that means I am giving up
My need to control what I cannot control
I chose to die but in fact I have lived
Freer and stronger than ever before
I put myself in the hands of the gods
For that I felt it was the only salvation.

Heaven and hell are inside our brains
**** the fear by killing your desire
After that you are reborn, you are free.
And nothing feels better than that.
This is the freedom we all seek to find
The freedom from our own piece of mind.

To live like a fish is
To live without trace.

To live like a fish is
To be as transparent as the water.

To live like a fish is
To be as light as the water.

To live like a fish is
To never harm others.

To live like a fish is
To always trust your gut.

To live like a fish is
To always move forward.

To live like a fish is
The quest for absolute freedom
And the absolute freedom
Brings absolute happiness.

Swallowed, in between worlds,
I feel the longing in belonging.
I have swallowed my words
And subjected the power to access them.

I have discovered new worlds
And forgotten my own one.
I stopped dwelling on my past
because I know I had none.

The warrior inside myself
was slowly making its way up.
I let myself being conquered
And I almost forgot who I am.

I am now not choosing my words anymore,
they choose me.
I am not being challenged by life furthermore,
I challenge it up.

I love my body but I know I am not the body.

I identify myself with my mind but I know I am not the mind.

I know I'm an immortal energy
And none of the materialistic things matter to me anymore.

There is someone I once met
there is someone I cannot forget.
There's someone who made me feel deep
and close to my heart I still keep.

There has been a time in my life
when I wish I’d stop the time
when I wish I’d stop the world
and that special moment hold.

There is someone I once fell for,
someone who will never know
that that day will always remain
deep into my mind and soul.

And I wish the time would unfold
side by side we’d stay in cold,
look each other in the eyes
until deep feelings arise.
But suddenly I realise
that I cannot compromise.

And I wish I’d be an warrior
so I’d fight for what I feel, or
I just wish this'd be a simple thought
and slowly rewind my mind.

But I can’t and so I live,
freedom to my mind to give.

There is someone I once met
who made my heart forever melt.

Prefabricated thoughts,
They sudden come they sudden go.
They let me in a state of flow
expecting that the tide would soon be on the ebb.

Distorted feelings,
Images and memories appearing
surfacing from a distant past,
somehow making me feel caught in a timeless ball.

Mind games and hidden subtleties
transposed through different time realities.
Confused my deeper world accelerates
in trying to obey what has been missed, forgotten.

My endeavours to make it right
are ebbing now away. My inner world,
it suddenly dissolves in scattered thoughts
disbanding and regrouping the forgotten self deceased.

The other world,
a battle ground,
profound,
it lays me down.

Soul searching,
Ancient ones.
The yellow sun
tormented like a rock.

I come to you
my winter heart,
others who?
Pathetic life.

Blue butterfly
Moon touched,
A poet writes:
too far my lover..

Four questions up for her
The growing evil
I can’t stay here,
Far out! the promised land.

Before the light
there is a flower girl.

The white rose
on the Wooden street,
a lone walker
will sacrifice
a paper cut.

Somewhere inside the dark
stealing in second place
realities, eternities,
A time long gone.

Wide spaces,
Legacy.
The time to break the shell.
My undulating mind.
I am the journey from untruth to truth.