Who gives a rats ***
If you prefer a **** in your ***
Or your **** rubbing against another
When did sexuality matter
I've seen the red of their veins
Pour out just as quickly as mine
I've watched as they understood love
Fat better than I could ever hope to achieve
Yet she can't marry her
Or he can't be seen with him
Holding hands an kissing
Hell I'll hug a gay man quicker than my brother
I'll flirt with a lesbian
Even though we both know
I'm going nowhere
It was never about who they dated
Who they decided to fall in love with
The only thing that mattered to me
An will ever matter
Is how they can show me what love is
What holding someone important to them
Really looks like
What everybody else thinks
Is just a matter of opinion
I don't give a ****
I can call a gay guy queer
I can call a lesbian a ****
And they'll smile with pride
They know who they are
What they are
And we're the aliens in the community
Thinking we know everything
When dd sexuality matter
I'll smoke a blunt with my gay homie
Drink tequila with my lesbian friend
Flirt with them both
Simply because I'm the one
Who's going home alone
I love them
Not because their gay
But because they can make me laugh
A hell of a lot better than my straight friends
Sexuality shouldn't matter
Personality is what gets me

I got lost
lost in your sweet words
my mind and heart cannot take

I fell
fell in love with your heart and soul
too deeply that i cannot move on

I hoped
hoped that you'll see
that i'll be right here

I longed
longed for you to love me back
and say that you'll be here

But i failed
failed to make you stay
and make you mine

if only,
I could let the words fly out like butterflies,
flying freely in the sky,
I lack the freedom to express myself inside,
I lack the trust and understanding in you,
the understanding that your with me not because I care for you,
but because you love me for me.
you always tell  me you,
you love me for the truth I always speak,
you love me because I'm the other half that keeps life worth living,
the other half that makes you happy,
that makes a part of you feel joy and peace,
that makes you feel like he can be who he wants to be when I'm around him.
if only I could see what you see,
if only I could feel free,
I'm scared you see,
like a baby,
I don't know what step to take first,
I'm scared I won't make you happy enough,
I don't know how to believe in myself,
I don't know where to start,
you say it takes time,
to get over the scars that once used to control your life,
the battle of trying to survive the abuse that caused you pain inside,
you say you're here for me,
I'm scared to see what you see in me,
I'm scared you'll leave,
like the rest did,
if only I could see what you see,
just maybe,
maybe it will change my perception of things,
if only.

We lost the time,
the hours,
minutes,
seconds,
that were once ours
those moments of time can never be traced,
they can never be replayed
were they ever there?
time doesn't care,
and we proved that right,
by showing the same,
we lacked the strength,
to allow our hearts to show its nakedness,
our love,
the feeling that once shone out like light day in and day out.
so we left,
we walked away locking away our hearts in chains,
to never open up again,
we walked away with bare hands,
bare hearts,
bare minds,
bare, hours, secs spent in vain.
we lost time for each other.