my heart aches for the pieces it has lost but
i simply cannot allow them to come back.
i still wouldn't be the same girl from
before even if they did.

Summer fun
You and I
Living under
Perfect skies
Fall I didn't
See you much
But we still managed
To keep in touch
Winter came
You went away
Spring I realized
It wouldn't be the same
Summer's here
You're nowhere near
I really miss you
I hope you're happy, my dear

monday @ 2.30 a.m*
my eyes are bloodshot and my words are slurred.

tuesday @ 4.50 p.m
do you remember how our bodies used to fit whenever we slept?

wednesday @ 8.00 p.m
I was so close to calling you, but the thought of actually having to tell you how I feel terrifies the **** outta me.

thursday @ 12.37 a.m
you just texted me back and I don't know the words to say to make you stay.

friday @ 11.05 p.m
i could've seen you tonight but instead im sitting in bed crying over the stupid things you once said.

saturday @ 1:25 p.m
i think it's time i forgot you...

sunday @ 6:37 a.m
i can't forget you...no matter what i do. i can't my mind off of you. it's sad, but true

Bathing in moonlight
Drenched in fatigue
Ready to surrender
Consciousness to sleep
Pastel skies
Stretch across vast seas
Stresses of existence
Long since relieved
Possibilities endless
Rolling waves transgress
Lost within
A beautiful nothing

Found an old photo album
In the basement the other day
Full of yellowed newspaper articles
Pictures old and frayed
Some in full color
Some in black, white, and gray
You really looked so happy back then
I wish I could give you back those days