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Coffee
Never really helped me
Stay awake
Because I never really wanted to be
Concious
So coffee
Just makes it worse
Too tired for this ****
She
My parents say theyre supportive
Call me he when im aroumd
But the second you think i cant hear
The second i leave the room
They say.
"SHE'S being weird today."
"I think SHE'S faking it."
"SHE isnt a boy."
"It's just a phase. SHE'LL grow out of it."
They go out of their way to call me she
Not he
Maybe
Just maybe
They might hate me
I never think of life
As a wet on dry watercolor painting
Because its more similar
To wet on wet
You put a dash of color
Joy
Emotion
And it spreads
Like a virus
But a good one
Life isnt realism.
Life is abstract.
So treat it like that.
Imperfect
But in the end?
Beautiful.
like a shiver that penetrates your soul
upon seeing a burst of playful colours that flirt
and tease your lingering eyes

like the pores of your skin that graciously rise
when you can't help the smile that
meanders its way on your lips after
having come across the words that every speck of your being
was screaming out to your deafened consciousness

like the realization having finally dawned
upon your veiled intellect
that the spark that you hid
so cautiously nurtured
and patiently preserved has in turn
been suffocating noiselessly
under the self induced smog
waiting to morph
into a full-blown
raging
wildfire.
The dread for tomorrow
Is almost
As bad as tomorrow itself
i feel wires in my lungs
they dont let me breathe

i feel wires in my throat
they dont let me speak


‘IVAN’
the pill bottle has my name on it!!
that’s fun
they’ll fix me, right mom?

take one
take two
take three
..come on, take one more

mom, i feel dizzy!
should i take one more to ease it?
the meds might work :p
fruit bat
dont let them confuse you
with your brother
vampire bat
that blood *******
winged demon

fruit bat
your wings are yours
don’t let people assume you are something
you’re you!
and there’s nothing to be ashamed of, fruit bat
In the moonlit night,
you kissed me deep
and left me alone
without a word!
Everything was alright
between you and me.
Why have you left me, baby,
like a wild bird?

We walked everywhere
in the same dream
and kept our desire.
After making me fall
in love with you, baby,
how could you turn back?

Your eyes and smile
made me happier than I was.
In your arms and care,
I found love and peace!
You live in my heart,
and you will, baby,
till I have breath!
After a moonlit night,
you kissed me in the morning
You loved me until yesterday,
Today, you chose to walk away.
What will tomorrow bring?
Will sorrow be a lasting thing?

We built a dream day by day,
Now who's the devil, I can't say.
When you danced to my love song,
Why did you leave me all alone?

Have you seen the morning ray,
How it lights up nature every day;
You brighten me just the same,
Then turned to me a dusk flame!

As the river turns to the bay,
I was into you the same way.
Shame on me, you played a game,
And left me with all the blame!
 Nov 15 LIANA FAN CLUB
Liana
At the store
When I tried on clothes
I felt like I wanted to cry
Not because I really was ugly
(Just a moment ago I was told I was beautiful)
But because
The mirror I looked at
And the lights surrounding it
Made me think that way

You're not ugly
Your mirror is tricking you

You're not stupid
You're a beautiful bird asked to swim in a swamp

You're not unlovable
The people around you are just toxic and don't know how good you are
Don't be so ******* yourself
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