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nivek 2d
the end is fixed
judgement day

that so Gods justice is not questioned
'I was a sinner born and sinner lived'

yet love sacrificed love
and I trust in God's mercy.
There's always a Lamborghini,
that will always remind me,
My best years where the heresy
of the first time she touched me.

I'm now of old of the sullen hills,
and dust in this room on the window sill.

My best years are now in the past,
of how I wish a magician could cast.

We are now of aging of the scars,
and beauty that has raged so far,
I never wished but for someone to end me,
I never met my soul-mate to bear here,
and I struggle with the demons of a bear
every time, I see beauty of flowers and trees
and of how merry young play as children.
How I wish again I was six and could join them....

Foreigner living in a strange new world,
where hoola hoops are no longer hurled.
Phones and computers engage the new brains,
and silent is a grasshopper on every of the trains.....

Invisible to ear to ear of technology here now,
and how us weeds are forbidden to grow...
I choke my vape,
lungs burning, multitudes
of tears droning — bees,
hummingbirds, all their
beauty spilling nectar...
                          
I’ll never taste it.

If this is a song,
it’s an instrument playing
itself, strung out on instincts,
but struck without melody.

And still—
this feeling ******* stinks.
Lillith 2d
lie to my face
with those smiling eyes
my foster mum called me crazy
told me i was borderlining on stalker
called me schitzo
(i wanted to punch her, rip her smug face away from her skull)
i tried to explain that
no i don't care
at least, i didnt until
i found out
you were talking to another one
a girl messaged me,
prettier,
looked like someone else
i realize i'm not your type
i read her poems and
they were about you
and i want to cry
how dare i trust you
how dare i trust anyone now
i knew i was too much
but
i didnt expect knowing to hurt this much
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