I love you and you love me but is that enough? living together will be very tough. I cant ever be alone because I might seize, and you say youre up to it but I don't think youre ready. the partying has to stop, the drugs I have to drop, and the pills I can no longer pop. marijuana wont harm my condition, but to decide whether youre up to it is your decision. you say that you will, but actions speak louder than words. and to be honest I think im a ******* curse. I don't want to burden anyone, but doctors say that eventually I wont be strong. strong enough to walk at the park with out running out of breath quickly, you know **** well im already sickly. I burn the food because I forget to turn the stove off, all the medication makes me weak and soft. it only gets worse from here. so this car is out of control , will you steer? I wouldn't blame you if you didn't want this, but please don't lie to my face and end it with a kiss. youre all in , or youre all out. I love you but is it enough?