each morning the light leaks through my bedroom, beautifully caressing our sheets, the spots where we lay, cherishing the creases where you rest your weary head, i often catch myself leaning in to hold you close, only to be without what always brought solace. my dearest girl, i find you in the light, maps intertwined with your smile, and compasses in your embrace, you are the calm after the storm, you are the light that brings me home.