My antibiotic and my infection My poison and my medication My difference and my correlation
My sting and my sensation My peace and my temptation My dread and my anticipation
How will it be done today?
Will you smile a promising smile followed by a casual “hey”? Will your eyes sing “give me your body” while you turn and walk away? Will I follow where you lead just so you can lose me along the way? Not today?
Then how today?
Will your hand subtlety reach for me and make my heart cry “come to me”? Just for you to drop it effortlessly while my spirit dies simultaneously Pretend you want me…
But not really?
You destroy me.
You don't agree?
You know exactly what you do You do it because you have to
Because you need that internal power Every day laying bricks to build your tower
Your ego must be fed At the expense of my head
At the expense of my unconditional love for you My un-explainable need for you My psychological desire for you My undeniable adoration for you Everything I have done for you
I have given you everything
It’s not enough... You are too ignorantly tough I fight to chase down your bluff And now my air is gone; I huff and puff
Don’t you see I’m dying inside? All the while you’re lying inside
*******- you are worthless of my constant admiration You play with my emotions like you’re a crooked politician But I refuse to let you triumph this obscene and sly election How could I have ever once called you my perfection...