all the blood and tears that I wasted all this years come from the pain and hurt, that I continue to fear I'm left alone, left behind from anything possible I'm not disrespectful nor irresponsible so why was I lonely most the time I did nothing more then just a couple crimes I'm different, I know that for a fact doesn't mean I have to get attacked I dream and cry just like all the rest I don't want to keep getting treated like I'm a lab rat test I don't blend in with the colors of the walls why is it that I never get invited to go the mall? why is it that I don't get asked if I'm alright? why I'm the person they always want to fight? I must be a figure that looks like it needs to get beat might as well throw me in a lions den, since I'm just a piece of meat it's hurtful and sad that I get told to die that the only friends I have aren't humans but flies I'm not the best looking guy in world, I get that doesn't mean you have to bash my skull with a bat....