Numbness Its my companion Feelings are unnecessary
So why would I give you leverage I can break my own heart I'm actually quite good at it
I've done it for years So I can recover from myself
I've never had someone else break it I never let people I run them off before that's an option
I have a two month max and I like being numb after My face I cant feel it smile and I cant force tears
Liquor was my saving grace but you You have ruined it all
I want to run but im so numb with feeling I cant move my feet I try to break my heart daily because of you
I cant bring myself out of the rut you've put me in I smile whenever you are around but hurt with miles between I cant stand it
But I think I adore you I want you to give me a reason to run but you don't you wont let me break my heart I should have ran as soon as I saw you but I want to feel something anything
and now I do its so foreign a numbing tingle you have awoken my heart and it yearns daily
I'm so used to not feeling you make me feel and I cant handle it I want you to make me numb but yet I want you to stay because I feel... I don't want to go back to being numb, to heartbreak that doesn't hurt I want you you make my bones ache you make my heart burn