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Aeya Jean Johnson
Poems
Jul 2014
Ydromancy
It's my fault it rained.
I feel like I have never laughed before,
The dreary streaks increasing.
There is nothing that you can do,
I can't trust you because I've fallen
Too many times.
Dropped by the hands
That should have protected me.
I don't blame them,
I can only blame myself.
The anxiety is worse
As my body refuses to sleep.
I could never tell you--
My darkest secret
Brings sorrow to my eyes
But laughter to others.
They don't understand.
They don't believe it--
How could they?
They have never listened before,
Why would they start when I
Wanted to stop
Breathing.
I've grown.
Now I'm living
In the mourning clouds.
Could it be me they pity?
I wish I wasn't the one to rain
And ruin the day,
But nothing is done right,
I am just a half empty glass.
I should remain invisible in the rain.
Ydromancy: fortunetelling with water
#depression
#lonely
#anxiety
#empty
#rain
#listen
#clouds
#pity
#mourning
#drop
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