I've always been ready
Hope
Why you've made me become so numb
Faith
I've lost everything I've loved

Then I never loved in the right way
I don't understand myself
I don't understand the words

Dreams
You're just too far to be mine

I broke myself to love you
I never loved in the right way

Life
I love everything that's not mine
I never loved my choices

I never loved you
...You say
I've never loved

But I miss your voice and your smile and your fingers on my hair and the way you made me feel  yours
And I'm sorry
I thought it was love

I never loved you
You say
I am too numb for you
I've never been right
I've never loved myself
I've never loved anything