I see you all the time. I see you in crowded cafeterias and I remember you getting up to get sweet tea I see you in open fields and I remember memories made at that little camp I see you on empty concrete curbs like where we sat when we talked that Wednesday night. I see you when I look at empty beds and I remember how you used to lay on your stomach and glance and smile at me. I see you in full pews and empty alters and I remember how you were too nervous to walk to the alter. I see you post pictures alone (without me) and I wonder if they look as empty to you as they make me feel It's been 159 hours since I last saw you and all I can say is I miss you more than anything.
Its been 91 hours since I have last slept because all I see are those pictures without me, and dreaming about us just seems to be a slap in the face.