I've never fell so hard or fast, You were my perfection. Even if you made mistakes To always tried to right them. I remember you trying to replace the things stolen, And stop the robbery from happening, I can see you holding my hand As I doodled on your back, I could sense your listening ears When I told you we should wait, And I could hear you pounding on the door When the nightmares were too great.
I was in an evil place, But you taught me to live. I do not remember it all, But I hope I had no regrets.
In this nightmare-- The one you can't save me from, A feeling of dark-- Nay, I was the dark, And I wanted to die.
I was on the verge of nothing anyway Because They control everything. Even if I lived like a princess, Even if I looked like a princess, I was nothing. My parents were taken from me, So was my privacy. And I bet all the friends I made Weren't there to set me free. You weren't controlled-- Except by love for me. I hope it's everlasting so Come find me now-- I'll keep my promise, But my nightmares are too much.
I can no longer hear you pounding at the locked metal door.
From the dream I had last night
Acratia Definition: failure of strength; weakness; debility.