There's that point when you look back and all you see is the reflection. I remember when those cliffs flew by in the rear view where the red dust kicked up on brand new shoes. Those coastal waters crystal blue the evergreens before me.... Those winding roads that changed me once before changed me again. The docks were closed off, as was him. All those promises... All the innocence, dead. Because we are older we grew farther he grew bigger and I was leaving. Saying goodbye. When before I was already grieving I knew it was fleeting. Those moments covered in snow footprints covered no one would ever know. The path in the sand would blow away the love in his heart would fade . One day when I'd love myself I found my way. One day ill forget that love there is nothing left to say. Young love under covers started off with lies and mistakes. I was a loose canon my flaws were larger than life. My innocence and ignorance gave me no right, to be the way I was but our youthful folly and love is an alluring drug. Captivates the soul but soon drains from your veins. Then your left alone in the cold... broken and old. Forgive and forget. Ill walk away one more time... with tears in my eyes, as there is anger on your face. I've doubt you've found inner peace I cant hate you. I just pray for your soul...