She waits Waiting for the phone to ring Waiting for an end in the arguing It keeps her up all night but she’s gotten used to the silence In the darkness, she finds a balance her mind races Each passing day feels the same When repetition is her only game dragging herself out of bed hanging onto life by the thread And out into the world she goes but inside, she withers like a rose Feeling like an unread book upon the shelf Ink upon her skin, she’s an artwork in itself standing there in her home-made dress she sewed with the threads of distress But she’s not dressed to impress The perfect mess