You call me your dog, your *****, your fool, hurling words like stones to shatter my heart.
I wag my tail anyway, smiling through trembling lips, fetching scraps of kindness from the shadow of your hands.
You call me useless, a beast beyond learning, but I only want to please you— to sit, to stay, to love.
Even as you turn away, your voice cracking the whip, I crawl through every wound, bearing the weight of your name like a leash around my soul.
For to be your dog is still to be near you, and I, the fool, would bleed to feel you call me mine.
I cried so hard writing this poem. I'm deeply sorry for anyone who has ever felt the need to go to such painful lengths when loving someone. This is for you.