Seeing you and her together would certainly scathe a lot It is seeing the epitome of everything we're not But may be better than not seeing you at all Except in the photographs hanging on my wall You sent a message (I haven't bothered to read) The first three words; "Amanda I need" No apology for torturing me bad That made me pretty mad I've liked always talking to you Was on a ledge with a helluva view But I am determined never to jump I'm not going to hit the ground with a thump I will not let you control me anymore Best way to do that is to ignore I hate the way I am under your magic spell There's nothing that can save me from this hell