I think back on my childhood.
Times that we're still good,
Before they switched it up,
Like, "Now it's time for adulthood."
Spent 18 years behind a desk,
Told to play at break,
Now life feels unrelated, and it feels like a damn waste.
It isn't useless, it just isn't right.
Train me to throw fists,
Then toss me into a knife fight.
What'd you prepare me for?
I still struggle with my taxes,
I got a degree, but it feels like I'm still stuck with all the masses.
After all these years,
It feels like I was taught wrong,
Guided down a path that my heart and soul didn't sit right on.
And every now and then
I start to fight back,
But no one likes it when you start to vary off the track.
They pushback
Like, "No, not that".
But I am not you.
So, fuck that!
And I struggle but you can't see it though.
Always talk about me like I'm a lazy bloke,
Say I'm part of the lazy folk,
But your path to happiness,
Is my fucking hell road.
I think back on my childhood.
Times that we're still good...
At least, that's how it felt back then...