the bittersweet word left my lips but it kept the other words at bay - the ones I could never, ever say. I dragged those deeply rooted words, pulling them until they wouldn't budge. I wrapped them in my voice and let them go until thorny feelings seized my legs and dug into my soft, tender flesh. my fingers bled as I separated the thorns. they shrank, withering into the soil. and once they did, I whispered, "goodbye" for the second time, and I was finally free.