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Lydeen
Poems
Nov 2020
Hip Bones and Shaking Hands
Counting... Always...
Counting
.
A cup of herbal tea, maybe with some sugar.
If I feel up to it.
Maybe some soup, grilled cheese.
If I can stomach it.
Dinner. Whatever mom makes.
My only supervised meal.
Tired
, all day... Every day.
Drowning in college papers.
The curves I worked so hard to get back...
Well. They're
nearly
gone.
Protruding hip bones,
Protruding collar bones,
Boney fingers,
Pale skin,
Fantastic
figure and pretty ribs,
Cold toes and bad circulation.
Heart murmurs... Shaky breathing...
Migraines
... Exhaustion... Confusion... Lethargy...
Weight loss
Shaking, Shaking, Shaking...
Shivering?
Gotta go make a cuppa, warm up a bit.
But... what's left for me to be healthy for, anyway?
I'll take a bath to warm up instead
Probably.
Being home all the time isn't doing me well... If I die, blame Miss Rona for her ****** attitude.
#ana
#mia
#anorexia
#bulimia
#ed
#ednos
#eatingdisorder
#disorder
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Lydeen
17/Cis/left behind
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