He was a
Distraction
Will only
Get in the way
So why do I miss him?

He will ruin
My dreams
Put a block
In the road to
Success
So why am I craving his caresses?

He is far
Too needy
And doesnt
Care for you
So why am I willing to take a bullet for him?

You had to
do it
He was becoming
Too real
So why do I regret it?

He has no
Plans
No ambitions
So why am I completely infatuated by him?

He is toxic
And he promises
A world full of
Hurt
So why do I want to accept his offer?

I pushed him away and now I hate myself for it