Just tryin to contain my emotion, but running around in circles, i got some kind of problem, but not sure how to contain. They say i think to much, but the chemicals in my brain are like a house that hold you hostage to watch me cry. Got whispers softly through the wind in my ears, just tryin to contain, contain my emotions. Oh it's ok, but really it's not, getting worried over everything i see or do, but i just cant contain this anxiety. Pushing and pulling through. Just tryin to contain these thoughts that burden my darkness. Wanting to die by a river, so the tide can drag me away, when im dreamin i can watch the lines fade away.