May 2020
I'm happy for you
Really, I mean it
There's nothing that I need more
Than to know you're doing alright
But I just... I can't help it...
Within the privacy of my own mind
I remind myself
That I will never have that kind of happiness
I will never get to live like that
And I want it so badly
I can't take it away from you
By letting you in on what I'm feeling
Really, I mean it
There's nothing that I need more
Than to know you're doing alright
But I just... I can't help it...
Within the privacy of my own mind
I remind myself
That I will never have that kind of happiness
I will never get to live like that
And I want it so badly
I can't take it away from you
By letting you in on what I'm feeling
It would seem that some of my favorite people are doing quite well for themselves. Truly, I'm glad for them, but I am reminded of the emptiness inside me that I don't expect to ever be able to fill.
