Does it make you happy when you drink all that alcohol? Does it make you forget all the pain and stress of the world?  Does it let you hide from your real feelings? Drowning your emotions with in all the empty bottles. Does it help you sleep better at night? Knowing you’ll wake up only to repeat the process all over again.
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Does it make you happy when you abuse her?
Does it make you feel powerful? Although in reality you're just as big as your actions. Does it give you relief when she falls to the ground? When she's bleeding in silence from all those strikes just to make you whole. Does it help you sleep after using her like a 10 year old girl with a doll? Is this your idea of loving her? Or are you just a killer?
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Does it make you happy yelling? Yelling at those who thought you loved yet you yell and scare them. Do you use that fear as power? Does it feel good to make others feel as if they have no future or worth in this world? Does it help your self esteem to be little others.