i can't breathe, i can't breathe mum, dad i truly need for you be here with me why can't you be here with me why can't you see that there's only so much more that i cant take the abuse, the tears, the heartbreak it might become too much for me i think it's becoming too much for me some days, i just want to close my eyes and leave - but i wake up the same old me the one that i don't want to be