****** over it all. Don't even give a **** anymore. **** everything. *******. **** it. Bored, depressed, hopeless, toxic. Empty, numb, cold, alone. **** Astrology, **** Spirituality, **** Love, and **** him. Everything I loved, is long gone. I don't give a **** anymore. I feel stupid, worthless, shameful, sad. No motivation, no will, no energy, no self love. Just loathe, feelings of helplessness, drained, exhausted.