and I’ve come to realize that if affection isn’t given freely, it’s not worth having i’ve grown tired of driving down dead-end roads as if I could pave my own way out and i’ve learned to know that it may look like love, but it feels a lot more like pain and loving someone who doesn’t feel the same isn’t really love at all and you could spend the rest of your life waiting for someone to realize they want you in theirs and I knew, no matter what you said you were never going to be sure of me so I’ll move move on with the realization that there are better things to come than what I’ve left behind embracing the endings in what is not meant to be