I am standing here in front of you Yet somehow one step behind Maybe I did not really catch up Though eyes are no longer blind
Now that I am gifted with sight Burdened by what I see Small details I never noticed in the past Leap out at all angles screaming at me
How I wish for my eyeballs to be extracted Each shifting day they cause more pain Was I happier living in darkness? Found that light shed only burns my brain
If I had known the accuracy of the phrase "Ignorance is bliss" I would not have worked to find the truth Would have never wished for this
I've been told the truth will set you free Sometimes it also weighs you down Sets the wings given on fire Or tears them off so you crash to the ground
All I asked for was to know you Who you truly are I will love you deeply until the day You forget each tear and scar
You only have shown me fragments before Now I understand why you concealed the rest You may have a lot of broken parts But to me you'll forever be the best
I would go back to ignorance if I could go back and choose without realizing what the bliss I had was. But I could never pick happiness over knowing the truth or reality of any situation because if you dont know what is really happening in your life then none if those positive emotions are even real are they?
They certainly feel real before the illusions are stripped away..